Living in Half Tones
1993, 09:00 minutes, colour, B&W, English
When I returned to Korea in the fall of 1992, I felt a certain amount of detachment, alienation from my birthplace. It mirrored, oddly enough, my situation in the states since 1969, the year I was adopted. I half expected that once I was back in Korea, my biological connection would be reactivated, that I would be able to tap into the faraway reaches of my psyche and rediscover what it "really" meant to be Korean. Instead, I felt estranged, unwelcomed, like the outcast I became when I was abandoned.
living in half tones is a metaphorical (re)construction of my developing Korean identity. Through recently captured visual imagery, simulated archival footage and text, it explores my experience of returning to Korea for the first time to search for bits and pieces of my past. It serves as the visual linguistic for the confusion, pain and struggle that such a search entails.
After making this video, I realize that part of being Korean is this search, the pain and struggle of disconnection and the surprise and joy of rediscovering Korea. There are thousands of us Korean adoptees in the U.S. Our experiences, our search for identity, for a foundation on which to connect ourselves - all of this is part of being Korean.
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